Conclusion
You may be a bad and reprehensible person but that is no need to feel bad about being you. If you can be true to yourself, then you can be true to being yourself. Don't worry about satisfying everyone's expectations; make others expect what you can deliver, and remember that it's only your own expectations of yourself that count. Don't be too afraid to spend some quality time with the demons from the blackest pit, and nurture your inner spawn of evil. Find the bad things that you like to do, that make you feel like you and make you like being you, and do them with conviction, and at the end of it you will be a better and more evil you.